A Year Made Up Of Days

I have used this blog mainly as a way to vent and release. Self therapy you could say. SO even though I haven't blogged in... a long time. Today as I face a day in my year here I am releasing.

When you're having a hard year it isn't so much about the year as a whole it's surviving the days. Some are hard some easy some fast some slow it's one day at a time.
The year moves past in a series of days. For me along with everything in what I call "regular life" is the loss of my Grandfather.

Holidays past, Birthdays, Anniversary's, day's when I wanted to share a funny story about my kids, days when I needed advice, days when I needed a hug. Now Here I am facing a year face to face, but I don't recognize it, it's just another day of loss.

Today is different, Rather than find a nice ending or sharing a light bulb moment I'm just going to allow myself to feel whatever it is I'm feeling...

I guess that is my conclusion sometimes we just need to feel whatever it is we are feeling good or bad just let the feeling embrace us and take over.

So whether you are happy or sad, Mad or in love the challenge is... Just let it be. It's only one day in the year...